I really don’t know what to name this post. I am struggling with where I am.
Here is the amazing part, things are going good, and yet, I am struggling, not because I have to but because I am used too. 😢.
I cried this morning and broke down. I am so use to struggling to get back up again that when I do, it is hard for me to believe that I can actually stay happy, stable, and be in love. I tend to wait to see when it is going to end and I will have to start over again.
Permission is authorization:
So, I, Matasha, give myself permission to be loved, stable, financially wealthy, cared for, in control and in demand.
I am not asking for too much out of life. God always has enough. I am deserving of a beautiful life, and I give myself permission to do so.
There is a part 2 coming.