I dont even know where to begin. I feel like I can write an entire book on the past 3 weeks madness and success.

Just a few days ago, I wouldn’t have been able to even come to you guys because I was in the ER on Friday in excruciating pain from an infection in my mouth, plus high blood pressure, & fever 😞. It started on Thursday and proceeded to get worse.

Sunday, I am still recovering, on drugs, but getting better, not just better, but healing. I cried so much and I had some caring and loving family around me. I didn’t stay at home after I left the emergency room, I went to my brother’s house. Today is when I came home.

The monkey wrench was thrown right after I got a new job w/ higher pay. Now, I not only got my United Healthcare job back, but a 2nd job in the area of Visual Merchandising. I finally get to be challenged and pushed to another level creatively.

It was so many obstacles to overcome, but God spared no expense to pull me out. Each time a problem arose, God fixed it. I’ve been going through the storms w/ deadlines and safety nets, talk about not putting more on you than you can bear.

I can’t deny, when going through, it doesn’t always seem like peaches and roses. It has been a matter of, will I look at the good instead of the bad.

I’ve come out of it, but sleep is what I desire. I am tired and just when I think I can’t take anymore, more monkey wrenches. Is life trying to show me how strong I am?? I hope so because some good has to arise from the pain. It has been back to back.

Nevertheless, the program is working out and things are looking up for me. I haven’t had to stress my business to grow because I am becoming the full manifestation of why Beauty Manifesting exist.

Before, the program, I had no job, was struggling to even get BM off the ground, but my startup has its roots planted, & I have to be grateful that God gave me time to build BM and the program before my life took a turn.

Now, we have tweaked out the negatives: wrong job placements, over stressing the body for opportunities, financial growth, and now, we are heading into a different phase.

Great news, the job is down the road from my home, full time, benefits, morning hours, and one of the highest pays I have had in my life. With it being a creative position, I have definitely stepped into a new realm and now, get to express me out into the world. Oh, & I start Thursday @ 7:30am.

2017 isn’t over yet, and I never rule out blessings before the year is over with. I look until the clock strikes 12. I have something to look forward too for Dec. & Jan., and many more months to come.

I didn’t see all of this happening nor the way that it would, but count it all joy.

I am changing garments. I deserve it. I deserve to be happy, experiencing God’s best and rejoicing in success.

I can’t wait until I am able to give this opportunity to someone else. No stress, it is coming.

Beauty Manifesting will be a success story because I am. I AM Beauty Manifesting, my very first testimony to what God can do through obedience and sacrifice.

Now, I have new clothing to add to Image 1, and there is more to come.

Follow my journey, it is all over BM, some key posts you can read now is: “Style War Pt. 4, What if it doesn’t work out, Closet Organization,” utilized the search engine on my page so you won’t have to look them all up.

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